Been a while...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 54% Stability |||||||||||||||| 70% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||||| 30% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Humanitarian |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63% Avoidant |||| 16% Anti-authority |||||||||| 36% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||| 50% Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||| 36% Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50% Family drive |||||| 30% Physical Fitness |||||||||||| % Histrionic |||||| 23% Paranoia |||||||||||| 43% Vanity |||||| 30% Honor |||||||||||| 50% Thriftiness |||||||||| 36%

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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.


trait snapshot:rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful

Fading...

I feel as if I were to let go and stop trying to bring myself to the attention of others, I would just slip away into the background clutter that fills most everyone's lives. Things are really not going all that terrible for me. So many emotions that I vaguely seem to think that I should be feeling are just out of reach. So tantalizingly close, yet so far away.
It is difficult many days to just keep on trying to feel connected to the world around me. The temptation to just retreat from it all is so strong at times.

Survived another year...Yay?

Another anniversary of my birth passed by yesterday. I'm not sure if I'm to terribly excited about that or not. It seems all to often it is difficult to dredge up emotions that have lain buried for so long. I am not certain if the pills I've started taking for my depression have any effect upon such things or not.
Meh.
Realised I hadn't taken the personality profile in a bit, figured I'd see how some of my views on things might have changed:

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||||||||||||| 53% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism || 10% Narcissism |||||| 30% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||| 23% Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70% Avoidant || 10% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||| 43% Change averse |||||||||||| 43% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Individuality |||||||||||| 50% Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Physical Fitness |||||| 30% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||| 30% Vanity |||| 16% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50% Indie |||||||||||||||| 66%

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trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown

Not sure if I'll try to start bloggin' more often again or not. It does seem to help me when I can vent.
Meh.