Drained

My depression is again getting the better of me. I was hoping my move to Idaho would lead to a landing a job quickly. With my continued lack of work, my situational depression amplified my clinical depression, leaving me in a very dark place. I need to get my head straightened out now before I can even think of working at most places.
Trying to keep the darkness within me from overwhelming me is draining me dry. I do not know how much longer I can keep fighting my dark impulses.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 46% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 74% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Interdependence || 10% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||| 36% Materialism |||| 16% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43% Work ethic |||||| 30% Humanitarian |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking |||||| 30% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63% Avoidant |||| 16% Anti-authority |||||||||| 36% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70% Change averse |||||||||||| 43% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||||| 50% Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56% Family drive |||||||||| 36% Physical Fitness |||||||||||| % Histrionic |||||| 30% Paranoia |||||||||| 36% Vanity |||||||||| 36% Honor |||||||||||| 43% Thriftiness |||||||||||| 43%

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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.


Trait snapshot:rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful