Human

You'd think that I would learn. I never seem to though. Eventually perhaps I will be able to start treating people as they treat me, instead of treating them as I hope they would treat me. All I seem to bring to myself by treating others as I would have them behave toward me is pain and misery. Masochist that I am, I just seem to continue on in my bull headed stubborn ways and yet still part of me is peeled away every time. There are many a time of late that I curse my sense of loyalty toward those that interest me. I truly wish at times that I could just walk away from them all, just start afresh someplace else. The cynical bastard within screams that it would all just repeat itself. Fool that I am, I try to drown out that voice. My tolerance is wearing thinner every day.